"He loves ya. He loved ya."
You awake with the velvet smell of his leather jacket comforting you, covering you, in the back seat of the car. It wasn't over you when you fell asleep; at least, from what you remember. The cheap whiskey has left a sour taste in your mouth and a numbing gap in your memory. You nestle deeper into the old, musty seat as the first beams of the sun filter their way onto your eyelids. You can see every piece of dust, highlighted, picked out in minute focus, as they perform their slow, meandering dance in front of you. You shut your eyes against the sun and, without looking, reach out from under his jacket to slightly
The question, are you there? by joepublic13, literature
Literature
The question, are you there?
What's a man to do?
Aye, I know you're there,
you spirits in the shadows,
you half truths and illusions,
Setting a mind apart from the willing truth.
Escape from the madhouse
A single step outside the set boundaries
And into the mud and filth
A man can only talk to the
Sparse leaves in the trees,
in the vague, parting hope they hear him
Before burning his fingers on the box.
And walking back to the security of the light.
A man has nothing to do
Except write until his wrists harm him
And his jaw numbs his tongue
A man is a Man
With nothing except time.
O, but to close your eyes to see the world,
to void a sense so sharp it is dulled.
Allow the world to disappear
and request the Earth to reveal it's heart.
O, simply shut the eyes of the world;
and enforce their new Vision-
Those spotted people, between here and there-
and hear their praises as they hear the Earth.
O, to remove the sight, so readily found;
to remove the flesh, the hair, and the form,
and find the keen bite of the wind
a hallucination of open flow and smiles.
To be forced to listen, to taste, to feel,
Without preconception and infinite designs.
O, to be without the banality of sight,
The darkness of images;
And
I'm trying to be a better person
You know I never did what was right
But it's just my way, I'm learning everyday
Trying to bring my soul to life
I've found myself at the bottom of the bottle
But I still have a half full glass
I'm a hard one to tame, but if I keep it the same
Then maybe I can make this one last
Trees in the wind, tumble and sway
And we strays never change
Every time the rain comes down we look to fade away
Into the dark and towards another place
And in the dark, we always lose our faith
Now I can feel this train slowing
I feel it's the end of the line
The bull he's getting close, another broken home
I know I'm
I'm waking up in 1930
I'm breaking John Dillinger out of jail
I'm stepping up, pushing out your boundaries
You say I'm fake, but honey I've never been more real
Can you hear that sound man?
That's the sound of children in the street
I'm saying can you hear them man?
They don't understand a word that you preach
Don't tell them the truth
It's never been clearer
Just a damned youth
Of a broken era
I'm setting out on my final journey
My papers signed, it's all set in stone
State of Amendment and I'm the defendant
I always promised myself I'd die alone
Can you see that view now?
That's the sight of hopeful leaving
Don't you under
If I had the money I'd buy you a drink
And just for a moment sit back, relax
Remember all of my sins
And if I had the talent I'd write you a song
And this time not just the words
But the guitar to go along
And if I owned a car I'd take you for a drive
We could head off up to Holiday Hill and
See the city lights
And if I had a room you could stay the night
Put one of my old records on and
Just survive
Maybe it's this Gaspatch, and maybe it's just the fates
Throwing us together, watch the tail-lights, hit the brakes
Because this I don't want to waste
I don't want to go too fast
Because honey I think you and I could last
If I ha
Honey, I can't come home right now
'Cause I'm spending the rest of this night out on the town
And I'm listenin' to the sound
Of the bands I used to listen to
In high school
So baby, hang up the phone
Because tonight I'm not plannin' on coming home
And I'm sorry that you're alone
But these bones are turning to
The melancholy few
And some of them were great
And some of them were shit
But I didn't care
It was about the music
And as soon as I heard
That opening riff
It tore through my heart
And forced out my breath
So all the fires
That used to burn
Are setting alight
While thes hurricane turns
I'm breaking open
The sounds
Talk to me Johnny
Sing me a song
Buy me a beer
We'll go it alone
Fighting for glass
Am I just going home
Motorcycle vibes
On the back of my soul
Livin' our life on the side of the road
Livin' for a ride without quota or quote
Tell me my Johnny who's side are you on?
Stop flicking dimes, Johnny,
And just run.
She said "Talk to me Johnny"
I said "Girl, what you want?"
"Buy me a beer," she said,
"Sing me a song"
I said "Girl, why you hiding now?
We all know
That Johnny never rides alone."
So stop fighting, honey, yeah stop fighting
We'll keep driving, honey, we'll keep driving
We got all night, honey, yeah all night
We can
Mum says she'd like to know where I'm coming from
But it's way too late, I'm almost gone
I tell her I'm leaving
When she can't even see me
From the hall
I guess I won't call her no more
She never asked about my day at school
So I never told her how I detested those halls
The kids used to hate me
The teachers couldn't save me
From their work
I was blamed for all my ripped shirts
She never understood why I hated her home
Me and her boyfriend, we didn't get along
He always tried to hit me
He rarely ever missed me
I was so scared
Why didn't I fight back instead?
God knows why this took me so damn long
I need to make a run, and
Life is to listen to music no-one's ever heard of
Life is to scrawl lyrics and slogans on your walls.
Life is to run home in the dark
Life is to hurl abuse at cops and enjoy the chase
Life is to see the girl on the bus and remember why you get up in the morning
Life is to fight against how you were brought up
Life is to made simple
Life is to see how much you can get away with
Life is to always push the boundaries you have lived to
Life is to get into a fight and enjoy it
Life is to be happy when the idiots laugh at what you wear because it isn't Jack Wills
Life is to stand for something
Life is to lie in the middle of the road a
"He loves ya. He loved ya."
You awake with the velvet smell of his leather jacket comforting you, covering you, in the back seat of the car. It wasn't over you when you fell asleep; at least, from what you remember. The cheap whiskey has left a sour taste in your mouth and a numbing gap in your memory. You nestle deeper into the old, musty seat as the first beams of the sun filter their way onto your eyelids. You can see every piece of dust, highlighted, picked out in minute focus, as they perform their slow, meandering dance in front of you. You shut your eyes against the sun and, without looking, reach out from under his jacket to slightly
The question, are you there? by joepublic13, literature
Literature
The question, are you there?
What's a man to do?
Aye, I know you're there,
you spirits in the shadows,
you half truths and illusions,
Setting a mind apart from the willing truth.
Escape from the madhouse
A single step outside the set boundaries
And into the mud and filth
A man can only talk to the
Sparse leaves in the trees,
in the vague, parting hope they hear him
Before burning his fingers on the box.
And walking back to the security of the light.
A man has nothing to do
Except write until his wrists harm him
And his jaw numbs his tongue
A man is a Man
With nothing except time.
O, but to close your eyes to see the world,
to void a sense so sharp it is dulled.
Allow the world to disappear
and request the Earth to reveal it's heart.
O, simply shut the eyes of the world;
and enforce their new Vision-
Those spotted people, between here and there-
and hear their praises as they hear the Earth.
O, to remove the sight, so readily found;
to remove the flesh, the hair, and the form,
and find the keen bite of the wind
a hallucination of open flow and smiles.
To be forced to listen, to taste, to feel,
Without preconception and infinite designs.
O, to be without the banality of sight,
The darkness of images;
And
I'm trying to be a better person
You know I never did what was right
But it's just my way, I'm learning everyday
Trying to bring my soul to life
I've found myself at the bottom of the bottle
But I still have a half full glass
I'm a hard one to tame, but if I keep it the same
Then maybe I can make this one last
Trees in the wind, tumble and sway
And we strays never change
Every time the rain comes down we look to fade away
Into the dark and towards another place
And in the dark, we always lose our faith
Now I can feel this train slowing
I feel it's the end of the line
The bull he's getting close, another broken home
I know I'm
I'm waking up in 1930
I'm breaking John Dillinger out of jail
I'm stepping up, pushing out your boundaries
You say I'm fake, but honey I've never been more real
Can you hear that sound man?
That's the sound of children in the street
I'm saying can you hear them man?
They don't understand a word that you preach
Don't tell them the truth
It's never been clearer
Just a damned youth
Of a broken era
I'm setting out on my final journey
My papers signed, it's all set in stone
State of Amendment and I'm the defendant
I always promised myself I'd die alone
Can you see that view now?
That's the sight of hopeful leaving
Don't you under
If I had the money I'd buy you a drink
And just for a moment sit back, relax
Remember all of my sins
And if I had the talent I'd write you a song
And this time not just the words
But the guitar to go along
And if I owned a car I'd take you for a drive
We could head off up to Holiday Hill and
See the city lights
And if I had a room you could stay the night
Put one of my old records on and
Just survive
Maybe it's this Gaspatch, and maybe it's just the fates
Throwing us together, watch the tail-lights, hit the brakes
Because this I don't want to waste
I don't want to go too fast
Because honey I think you and I could last
If I ha
Honey, I can't come home right now
'Cause I'm spending the rest of this night out on the town
And I'm listenin' to the sound
Of the bands I used to listen to
In high school
So baby, hang up the phone
Because tonight I'm not plannin' on coming home
And I'm sorry that you're alone
But these bones are turning to
The melancholy few
And some of them were great
And some of them were shit
But I didn't care
It was about the music
And as soon as I heard
That opening riff
It tore through my heart
And forced out my breath
So all the fires
That used to burn
Are setting alight
While thes hurricane turns
I'm breaking open
The sounds
Talk to me Johnny
Sing me a song
Buy me a beer
We'll go it alone
Fighting for glass
Am I just going home
Motorcycle vibes
On the back of my soul
Livin' our life on the side of the road
Livin' for a ride without quota or quote
Tell me my Johnny who's side are you on?
Stop flicking dimes, Johnny,
And just run.
She said "Talk to me Johnny"
I said "Girl, what you want?"
"Buy me a beer," she said,
"Sing me a song"
I said "Girl, why you hiding now?
We all know
That Johnny never rides alone."
So stop fighting, honey, yeah stop fighting
We'll keep driving, honey, we'll keep driving
We got all night, honey, yeah all night
We can
Tender is the night
Soft is the light
To bed we flee
For we so free
Should tread the realm,
Though not at the helm,
Of true and manic glee.
Through hell and dell we helve and delve
As we soar and saunter through worlds that should haunt us
And squeem with dreams of imperfect scenes.
The Chiming Of The Bells by joepublic13, literature
Literature
The Chiming Of The Bells
The Chiming Of The Bells
Things I have said in this rhyme
Add up to no more than a dime
But, my friends and colleagues and tutors
A cough is a cough, and so is a scooter
David Baker
The Tree Sparrow: small, plump, brown plumage, easily fits into the palm. Coppery head, like a helmet. Insists on being called the tree sparrow, not just the sparrow. Whilst out flying from the nest he passes over a garden party, with a band playing easy going music. He flies down and talks to a child of around 10 years of age. Child mistakes him for a house sparrow (his daddy is always talking about house sparrows; every small bird is a house sparrow to his
It's not all snappy lines and dramatic exits. She's finding that out, lately.
--
She's sitting on a post-
It's pretty cool, because she used to watch cartoons where the superheroes and the ninjas and the antiheroes could all perch on the edge of a roof like whoa, no problem, and she always wanted to do it too. Used to try all that stuff they do in cartoons, all that stuff your parents tell you not to imitate because the little warning at the bottom says "DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME".
Well fuck that.
So she's sitting on a post, one boot swinging in the air, and she's thinking sometimes you just have sit back and think about where you are. How
Working a night shift is always the worst time to work, especially in a diner. There's almost nothing to do, yet you can't leave in case that lone straggler walks in for some pie to soothe the insomnia. It involves lots of cleaning as well, such as mopping the linoleum floors and wiping down the countertops and seats. Then you sit there, all alone, with the fluorescent lights buzzing overhead and you are rendered to do nothing but think. Think, think, think. Some shifts I have walked home with my eyes red from thinking about the one girl I'd let get away, or the fact that my dad had dementia and couldn't recognize his own son.
This shift wou
Boy and girl meet at party,
Boy and girl hit it off
'what a weird combination'
They said. 'a Punk and a Goth!'
'it'll never last' they said
But boy and girl proved them wrong.
And 5 months down the line
Punk and Goth were going strong
We loved each other too much,
Nothing could get in our way,
So please tell me why on the
Sixth month, you had the cheek to say.
'you're an amazing girl.
I don't want to lose you.
But I'm too young and confused.
I don't know what to do!'
'your something different,
And I know your going through
Troubled times, and you need my support,
But I feel I'm not giving it to you.'
I, the Goth, pleaded,
you remind me of fast cars chasing the night endlessly. and the way in which i used to veer away from the light of daunting lampposts. it seemed so phantasmagorical. i preferred the glow of the sun as it fell across your perching cheekbones and one, two, three, seven freckles that bordered your smile. this was always better than the rush of speed, or the aroma of cheap whisky that followed you like a strange, obscure shadow. they whispered that it was a pity that you never noticed, a pity that you never cared. yet I was never troubled by it - I liked the taste of foreign liquid as it paraded across the tender veil of your lips. it reminded me
Fighting the War Eternal by lolapolly33, literature
Literature
Fighting the War Eternal
This war eternal,
between progress and past,
leads us down,
to the broken breaths,
of our skins cold.
Stripped,
we stand,
blinded by our fear,
that the story told,
blade by blade,
won't lead us home.
I take up the sword once more,
for I have yet to feel,
the straw,
that will break me.
I raise my blade to the heavens,
and shout
' Fight with me!
Fight till the our last breaths be drawn!
Fight till we fall,
lest you abandon your fellows!
Fight till we fall,
not defeated,
but glorious!
Fight,
and die mightily along side your kin!
Fight for your loved ones!
Fight with every blood drop,
that has yet to fall from your ve
Yeh I'm shit at updating journals and things but so be it. Just thought I'd check in. I'm trying some new ideas, and even trying drawing something...
And I know this page isn't exactly a hotbed of activity but for all those who do have a look, check out in4itsover http://in4itsover.deviantart.com/. He's been my inspiration for a lot of my recent work. Really raw emotion.
Cheers.